One Year

I can't believe its already been a year. Parts of it were the slowest of my life, but I still can't believe how fast the time went. I have been filled with more emotions in the past year than I ever have before: frustration, anger, confusion, gratitude, desperation, resentment, sorrow, but most of all love. I realize my year's experiences have changed me, and I don't exactly love the feelings that I've had, but I have learned just how much you can Love someone.

We miss our baby every single day, but are so grateful that we had him in our lives for a short time, and I cannot wait for the day I get to meet him again.

BIG Changes!

Some of you may already know, but for those of you who don't, We've had a few BIG changes lately. In APRIL ben is going to play BASKETBALL for the Manawatu JETS in New Zealand...He is very EXCITED! He'll be there until JULY, then he'll come back home. He's wanted this for a long time, and has worked very hard to get it. I just accepted a new job in Same Day Surgery at Intermountain Medical Center, I start January 24th. The BEST part is that I WON'T have to work any nights, weekends, or HOLIDAYS!!! I'm very nervous but also VERY excited to make a change. I will miss all of my friends at IMSU, and am grateful for the experience of working in such an amazing place.